I think a combination of pandemic fatigue, depression, debt, and burnout at a job in an industry I want to escape has exacerbated my anxiety. I’m exhausted and terrified for the future. I have an opportunity to do something I love for a living and can’t take it because I can’t afford the pay cut. Two of my most recent jobs have given me a major case of impostor syndrome and I can’t do it anymore and now I have 12 years of experience I feel I can’t take anywhere else. Not looking for anything from the MB crowd–just venting into the ether.